The First Dish I Ever Cooked: Fettuccine with Prosciutto, Asparagus, and Tomatoes

If you had a conversation with my mom about my teenage years you would probably walk away thinking that she should be put on the fast track to sanctification and that man, I was kind of a brat. I'm not sure if 'brat" is exactly the right term, but I did have a cavalier attitude about most things, and this includes school and my personal safety. Like most young people I thought I was invincible and could do anything. This attitude meant that I thought high school attendance was flexible, speed limits were simply a suggestion , and that the only good food existed in the form of Reese's peanut butter cups and Jack In the Box containers, oh yeah, and that adults were complete idiots. I know I wasn't alone in this line of thinking, these are all pretty standard reasons for why most people can't stand teenagers. It took a few years and some hard life lessons for me to realize that I couldn't just run through life doing whatever the hell I wanted or saying whatever the hell I wanted. For the most part, I now think mainly good things come with age and maturity, but there is a little part of me that wishes I still had a little bit more of my spirit before it was tamed. Not the reckless, ignorant part; but the confident part, that narcissistic (in a good way) thing that only young people possess. That brief moment in time where you think you can do whatever you want to, be whatever you want to, all because you want to.....

This was the kind of confidence I had the first time I decided to cook a meal. I had collected cookbooks long before I ever thought about actually putting them to use, I just liked reading them. Then one day, I was flipping through a book on Italian cooking, and I came across a recipe that sounded good. Right then and there I decided I'd make it for my high school graduation party. I didn't know how to cook at all, but the meal turned out great. Yes, this was probably due to luck and good ingredients, but I think it also had a little to do with a confident spirit. From then on, I started cooking all kinds of things, some great, some terrible! (I once made fish and chips that were completely inedible and homemade aioli where I didn't peel the garlic cloves! Yikes is right...)  The other day I was at the farmer's market and bought a bunch of fresh asparagus and started contemplating what to do with it, when I remembered this old recipe and decided to revisit this meal again. The recipe turned out just as good as I remembered; which I like to think was due to a different confidence, one learned over years spent in the kitchen, prepping and executing. However, I know I don't know everything about cooking yet, I don't believe anyone ever can, for there is always something new to learn. So this summer I made a promise to myself to be more confident and experimental in the kitchen. I have a couple ideas, one of them being that I am going to try canning. The process intimidates me, (fear of botulism; hello East of Eden.....) but I hope to tackle the task with a bit of my old youthful fervor! How about you? What intimidates you in the kitchen? How did you try and overcome your culinary fears? What was the first meal you ever cooked?

Fettuccine with Asparagus
Adapted from "The Italian Collection" by Food & Wine Books
Serves 6
1 pound this asparagus
6-8 tablespoons unsalted butter
4 ounces prosciutto, thinly sliced and cut into thin strips
1 (14 ounce) can whole tomatoes, drained and then chopped. (I use Muir Glen Organic for quality flavor.)
1 pound fettuccine pasta
1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon pepper

Snap the tough ends off asparagus and discard. Cut the fresh spears into 1 inch pieces. In a large pot of salted, boiling water, cook the asparagus just until tender, about 3 minutes. Drain and rinse in a colander, shocking them with cold water. (This stops the cooking process.)

In a large pot of salted, boiling water, cook pasta until al dente, usually 8-10 minutes, then drain. While pasta is cooking, in a large saute pan, melt 4-6 tablespoons of butter over medium low heat. Add the prosciutto and cook, stirring occasionally, about 3 minutes. Add the tomatoes, salt and pepper, turn the heat to medium and simmer until sauce is thickened, about 5 Minutes. Add asparagus and cook a minute or two more until heated through. Add sauce to pot with pasta, adding Parmesan and a tablespoon more butter. Season to taste with salt and pepper. It is important to mix pasta and sauce together for about 30 seconds as this ensures that all the flavors develop and that each piece of pasta is coated with sauce! Serve with a crisp white wine and enjoy!

Cream of Asparagus Soup with Applewood Smoked Bacon

The best meal I've had in my life (so far) was in Reims, France, at a restaurant called Le Continental. I hadn't researched the place, heard of the place, nothing. By luck and lack of patience, (not wanting to wait in the long line at the restaurant next door) I just wandered in. Only 18 and a bit naive, I could have cared less about being in Reims and didn't expect much. To me, it was just a stop on the way to grand old Paris. It was New Year's Eve, I was hungry and they had a table, that was good enough. When walking into the dining room I was actually feeling disappointed because the sign outside only had 2 stars (I didn't realize they were Michelin stars, I had been accustomed to my mom's AAA guides where only 2 stars meant sort of sh**ty in American standards.) The waiter took full advantage of the fact that I didn't speak a lick of French and shortly thereafter I was served duck pate on raisin toasts, a dozen oysters, salad with champagne vinaigrette and fromage blanc, poached lobster tail sauteed in a mushroom champagne sauce, fillet of beef smothered in some other mushroom sauce followed by a course of cheeses that I am ashamed to say I can not recall the name of a single one, except for the fact that they were utterly delicious. It wasn't until my return home that I actually read a guidebook and realized that Reims was in the heart of Champagne country in France. Talk about traveling blind..........

The magical thing about traveling blind is that it can lead to what I like to call "stumbleuponedness" (I know, that's not an actual word, thank you.) The stumbleduponess factor is quite often the most memorable thing about traveling. When you stumble upon something truly special, you get that wonderful feeling of the excitement of discovery combined with comfort and happiness, because you swear it seems like you've been waiting to find that spot your whole life and then wa-la! there it is. For instance I will never forget getting lost in a maze of medieval streets on a snowy day in Marburg Germany and stumbling my way into a bowl of creamy asparagus soup. I could have sat there forever in that cafe, my bowl of soup, my little miniature coca cola bottle, people watching, wondering if I was going to miss my train but not wanting to leave that place.

The funny thing about food memories is that sometimes they don't surface again for a very long time, years actually. It was in fact exactly 10 years later when my asparagus soup food memory overtook me and man, oh man, I just had to have some. I don't know if this recipe is similar or resembles anything like the soup I had in that Marburg cafe, but when I fix it, it warms me right up and takes me back to a simpler time when I didn't have any agenda but escaping the snowfall.

Cream of Asparagus Soup with Applewood Smoked Bacon
Serves 4

8 oz Applewood Smoked Bacon, chopped
1 Bunch asparagus (roughly 1 lb) cut into 2 inch pieces
1 Yellow onion, chopped
2 Garlic cloves (kept whole)
4 Cups chicken stock
1/2 cup Heavy Cream
Salt and pepper
In a large soup pot over medium heat, cook bacon until crisp. When bacon is crisp, remove from pot and set aside to cool on paper towels. In the same pot, saute onion and garlic cloves in leftover bacon grease until onion is soft, about 5 minutes. Add asparagus and saute until tender, about 5 minutes more. Season with salt and pepper.  Add chicken stock, increase the heat, bringing the soup to a boil. Simmer (not boil) soup for 30 minutes. Stir in cream. Using an immersion blender (or regular blender, but be careful it's hot!) Puree soup. Season with salt and pepper. Top soup with bacon pieces. Serve with hot buttered sourdough bread!

Bacon "crisping"

Asparagus, onion, & garlic sauteing!

Daddy's Barbecue Ribs with Pomegranate Glaze and Grilled Vegetables

My dad is a real grill master. He can make any cut of meat taste and smell delicious on his barbecue, and even tempt me to try proteins that I would normally shy away from. Um deer anyone? While deer wasn’t my favorite, it wasn’t that bad either. Whenever we have the chance to get together, I look forward to him barbecuing, it never gets old, and there always seems to be a new technique for me to learn or pick up. Last weekend, my dad was up visiting and on Sunday evening we decided to barbecue. My husband Jon really wanted to learn how to cook ribs, and my dad was going to show him how. We barbecued pork spareribs, sweet potatoes, asparagus, and onions studded with garlic. At the last minute, I realized I had no barbecue sauce, so I whipped one up, using pomegranate molasses. The sweetness of the molasses complimented the spiciness of the pork perfectly. The meal turned out so wonderful, that I thought I would share the whole thing with you. The only thing I would change about it is that I wish could enjoy barbecues with my dad more often!

Happy Father’s Day Daddies!

Barbecued Ribs

1-2 racks pork spareribs (about 5-6 pounds each)
Brown sugar
Oregano
Red pepper flakes
Dried garlic
Sea Salt
Pepper

In prepping the ribs, you will need to estimate the quantities based on the size of your rib racks. Basically, you are making your own rub and you want all the meat covered in a thin layer of seasoning. Rub seasonings all over the top side (meat side) of the ribs. On the bottom side (bone side) season with some more salt. Cook ribs covered on heated grill over low, medium-low (this part depends on how hot your grill runs!) for 1 hour, 40 minutes, turning occasionally. After an hour and 20 minutes, brush ribs with a light layer of barbecue sauce and let cook another 15 minutes. Remove ribs from grill, place on large tray, cover with tin foil, and place in oven to keep warm while you make the rest of the vegetables.

Pomegranate Barbecue Sauce

enough for 1 rack of ribs....

¼ Cup ketchup
1 Tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
½ Tablespoon Pomegranate molasses
1 Teaspoon Honey
1/8 Teaspoon cayenne pepper

Whisk all the ingredients together and brush on meat!

Roasted Onion and Garlic

1 Large Walla Walla or Vidalia Sweet onion, peeled
1 Clove garlic, cut into slices
Olive oil
Salt & pepper

Take onion and cut in half horizontally. Top with garlic slices, trying to wedge the garlic into the onion. Drizzle with olive oil and season with salt and pepper. Wrap each onion half tightly in aluminum foil and put on the grill with the ribs for 1 hour, 40 minutes . Remove from grill, keeping onion wrapped in tin foil until the other vegetables are ready.

Grilled Sweet Potatoes & Asparagus

2 Sweet Potatoes, peeled and cut into ¼ inch wide long slices
1 bunch asparagus, trimmed

Toss sweet potatoes & asparagus in olive oil until well coated. (It is best to use your hands for this part!) Season with salt and pepper. Put on the grill over low heat until asparagus is cooked through and sweet potatoes are slightly caramelized about 20-25 minutes. Remove from heat, put vegetables in serving dish. Open up onions and garlic and put on top of sweet potatoes and asparagus. The juices from the onion and garlic will run down onto the other vegetables. Don't worry, this is what you want!

Take ribs out of the oven and enjoy your barbecue!

Spring Risotto with Roasted Asparagus & Peas

Risotto is something that I had always stayed away from cooking. Mainly for two reasons : #1. I am not a huge fan of rice and # 2 cooking it seemed complicated and I was intimidated (okay, so that is the real reason….). Over time, it seemed that Risotto was popping up on more and more restaurant menus and Giada was always busy whipping up a different version on the Food Network. Slowly, the dish became harder for me to avoid; and one winter day while trying to figure out how to use a bunch of frozen peas, I came across a recipe in the Barefoot Contessa Back to Basics cookbook and I found inspiration. So for the first time, I tried cooking risotto and was not disappointed, the risotto turned out creamy and delicious, with a great depth of flavor. That first time making it I served it alongside salmon but quickly discovered I was getting ahead of myself, because risotto does not leave a lot of room for multitasking. That is probably where my initial fear of risotto stemmed from, because you must give the dish your undivided attention , and you can’t set limits on the cooking time, because it will only be ready when it’s ready. Not being very blessed in the patience department and having the inability to stand still, this aspect of the dish was frustrating to me, even if this coddling produced such great results. Then one evening after a particularly stressful day, while standing there stirring the Arborio over and over, I realized that the process was actually relaxing. I don’t know if it was the fact that the risotto requiring all my attention blocked out all other worries from my brain; or just the repetitive motions of stirring that calmed me, but after that first bite of creamy goodness, I knew that this risotto was truly therapeutic.

After trying out several different risotto recipes, I still found the Barefoot Contessa’s to be my favorite, especially this time of year, with all the spring flavors. I have changed it a bit, cutting out the mascarpone cheese (not because it doesn’t taste good, but it cuts the fat & cholesterol, and I didn’t really miss it, plus, the Contessa is great but I really don‘t want to be as wide as her in 30 years!), cutting out the fennel , and the way she cooks the veggies…(ok, I changed a lot, so if you want to cook hers, then look it up online or buy her book…)

The Arborio rice needed to make risotto used to be hard to find but now can be found at most

grocery stores, my preferred brand is Trader Joe‘s…..

This recipe serves 4.
1 ½ tablespoons olive oil
1 ½ tablespoons unsalted butter
2 leeks chopped. white and pale green parts
1 ½ cups Arborio rice
¾ cup dry white wine ( Pinot Grigio , Sauvignon Blanc)
4 cups chicken stock
2 pounds asparagus, (fairly thin) trimmed to 1 ½ inch lengths
10-12 oz frozen peas, defrosted
Fresh zest from 1 lemon
2 tablespoons lemon juice
½ cup grated parmesan cheese
2 teaspoons Kosher salt
1 teaspoon pepper
Heat olive oil and butter in large saucepan over med heat. Add leeks & sauté 5 minutes or until tender. Add the rice and stir for a minute to coat. Add the white wine, and simmer, stirring constantly, until wine is absorbed. Add the chicken stock by the cupfuls, stirring constantly and waiting for the stock to be absorbed before adding more. This process will probably take you about 45 minutes. Meanwhile, preheat oven to 425 degrees. Place trimmed asparagus on baking sheet and toss with olive oil, salt and pepper. Roast for about 6 minutes and remove from oven. Set aside. Continue stirring rice mixture constantly. ( At this point, pour yourself a glass of that wine!!) When you are down to your last cup of chicken broth, add peas, roasted asparagus, lemon zest , salt and pepper. Continue cooking and adding stock until the rice is tender. (But not mushy!!!) Add lemon juice. Turn off heat, add parmesan cheese. Season to taste with S & P. Grate some extra parmesan over the top and serve. Curl up on the couch with a bowlful and the rest of that bottle!

Note: Depending on your stovetop, the heat may need to be turned past medium to a higher cooking temperature for the rice to absorb the liquid.

Note: One time I had forgot to buy lemons, but I had grapefruit, so I used that instead of the lemon and it still turned out great!